"You are now in the world of naruto" my dungeon master (DM) said. "You three are the new Genin team in the Unkown Village. You are the new students of Kamato-sensei, yes, you, Dain Elynsa, Surenei Mashi and Ai Mishige."

Player listing ::
Dain Elynsa - played by AngelDemon (one of my best friend, a girl that is boyish that I usually called my soul mate)
Surenei Mashi - that's... ME.
Ai Mishige - played by Angel
Kamato-sensei - npc played by my DM ouf COURRRRRSE ^____^

So, it was last saturday's game.

We went at my DM's place, the tree of us. It was about 5 in the afternoon when we get there. AD (AngelDemon) was a bit hungry but since she's our DM's fave player, it wasn't a problem. He had baked himself a pizza and he had gave some to her. Angel got some too. But not me. I was busy watching AMV of Dragon Ball my DM was wanting to show me (videos of Vegeta with Bulma getting sensitive and all with the big romantic thingy playing O_O woaaaa.... Vegeta... being sentimental ? Kill me ne.)

So, the game did stard. We, genins, where doing a new D rank mission. We where hired by the Captain High-Liner to ... do fishing. Yeah. Fishing. But our Captain went there to tell us that it was a really dangerous mofo so... 

We spend then our first night there ! I was knocked by the urge to sleep while I was supposed to watch if everything was okay ( i roll the dices and... CRITICAL MISS XD ) Oh well. Dain was up at the... aww I did forget the english word for it. He was up. Ne. And he was sick. Funny. 

The game continued. We got sexy interludes (Dain who saw my character naked and get a huge nossebleed or Ai and Surenai trying to wash him as he wasn,t able to get up... XD ) oh well, a small game, a bunch of fools...

And then it started. Horrible headache. My DM was looking at me.

"Did you eat today, Kate?"
"Yes... a lil' sandwiche at midday..."

It was about eight. Our DM din't offer us a supper. Only a few chips. My tummy was HURRRRTING like hell. He got me instant noodles, a can of peaches (the fruit) and a cherry blossom. I was stunned.

"Eat up now"

I was feeling really bad.

"But kyoshoo-sama!" (Kyoshoo-sama means master in japanease. Since we're a bunch of otakus...)
"EAT!"

I did eat of course ne. I was feeling bad eating in frond of Angel and AD thougt.

And then it started. They started. Talking about THEM. A friend of mine who was an old player of my DM and her boyfriend (thay he seems to dislike).

I will not go on details in my live journal now. It's a bit personnal and some of the poeple involved here have my LJ URL. 

I was a bit pissed seems they were talking like they were wanting to help my friend... bu hey, Angel was pratically bitching her. THAT makes me mad. So mad that my DM was trying to slowing me down as I was talking. And Angel just continues !

I was BIIIITTTERRRR. Yawr. Warning, mode BITCH on. You see ? 

Like they know about her. I know and NO I won't tell them because my friend asked me too. Angel was like ::

"She was supposed to call me last saturday and she din't do!"

I know what happened to my friend that day. It was awfull for her.

"Geez" I repplied angrily. "She HAD a geed reason not to call you, something happened and that thin was not kind to her"

"BUT STILL ! You call the person and say that you cannot see her or something ! That is how you're supposed to be with your friends!"

I feel there the urge of bitching her. I did it... gently.

"Don't tell me that all that you din't like about things were you two are involved are only HER fault" I said.
"She's like that ! Throwing her friends to garbage for her boyfriend ! You don't know all the things I eared on him"

I was even more mad. I knew the girl and her BF. I knew things she don't know. She's not worthy of saying things like that on them. They're not perfect but hey...

"She told me that that X day, YOU ARE the one who did decieded not to go with her as YOU suggested"
"I HAD a geed REASON and I did CALLED!"

Then she did tell her her whole story about she wasn't really wanting to go because blablabla and busses makes her mad and blablad it was too far and blabla. I concluded that : it's fine for poeple to get their asses far from their home to see her but it's not fine if we ask her to do it. No no no. She's holy. 

The thing that makes me even more mad was that I knew she lied. She pretend another reason when she had talked with the friend of our she was supposed to met. So the real reason came out.

"She's not reliable." Angel said.
"Hum. If you say so. But I did see her often" I replied.
"Because you live close to her!"
"She tried to invite you to several partys she was doing. Everything time you weren't wanting to go."
"I had GOOD REASOND! I'm not lying to anybody because I want to see my BF and say scew you to every single of my friends!"

I'll save you for the rest. It did end about half an hour later. I was pissed, Angel was sure that she was right and that the other one was dumb, and me too at the same time. That was a bit insulting. That's why I did hide myself in AD's arms.

I'm always acting like i'm AD's girlfriend, like we are lesbians and all. Sometimes she's even grabbing my boobs ! But it's all acting, we're not lesbians at all. And as everytime, Angel played the jealous one. Like her eyes were saying "gimme attention! averything to meee!" And I find it really annoying. Oh well. That's just me ne.

"Do you believe in ghost and spirits, Dave?" my brother asked my cousin, Dave.
" Hell, nah" he replied. "It's only stupid fairy tales to entertains kids in movie ya know, haha"

My brother raised an eyebrow. 

"To entertain kids, heh ?"

Then he leaves. He entered his world, his room. Without even stopping playing World of Warcraft, my cousin talked again.

"And ya, Kate, you believe in that shit, don't'cha ?"

I gazed at his back. Yes I do. And my brother and I are absolutely sure there are some in this house. My cousin only lives there four days a month (one wek end on two). He's part on my close family because he's the son of my step-father, who did give my aunt a baby. They were not engaged that time so he's not kinda my half-brother. Now, his father is dating my mom. That's why he's the son of my step-father, but not my half-brother. 

My cousin Dave is sixteen but he's looking and acting like he's younger. It's not really his fault : he's hyperactive. He always just don't know what do to with his energy so he's bothering poeple, drinking or playing video games. Like rhat night. He was playing WoW. My brother is extremely different from him. He's twenty-one and he's studying in water treatment. He's also passionate in chemistry. He got a mind that is open to everything. He got his own freaky theories about chaos, the end of world, the creation, the ufo, the spirits... but no one can tell if he's a medium or if he's only taking to much drugs. Because he do. He got really serious drugs problems. That's a total curse for the family.

"Kate ? Kate ? Ya believe in that shitty too, right ?"

My cousin's voice raised again.

"Yes, I do" I repplied. "I'm also a bit suprised that you're sceptic even when you're here... in that house there's a lot of them. Most of then are gentle or innofensive. They're just there. But I know two of them you are ... agressive."
"Bullshit!" he laughed.

Then, my brother came out of his room.

"It is not. I can feel them. There's one in my room that I don't like. He's mocking me, try to make me insane..."
" It's your imagination, Jay" my causin laughed again.

It's not completely it. There's really something in my bros' room. Something dark, powerfull, frietening. That thing sometimes bothers my bro. Like that day. My mom wasn't able to woke my bro up that morning. The night before, we discovered that he had eaten up a whole pack of medicine against basic illnesses. he finally woke up, prepares his things and run to school. I went at school too. Between my gym and one art class, I decieded to phone my mom because I wasn't feeling alright. It's not like I need her to say okay, i'm not in high school i'm in college. But I was feeling like warning her that I was about to skip a class. When she answered the phone she was panicking. "Kate ! Jay just have called me from school ! I think he's doing a drug overdose ore something, he's absolutely sure that he's possessed by a spirit or a thing like that !" I run home. My brother was very calm when he returned home that day. Spirit or drug ?

Anyway, that night, my cousin Dave was laughing at me and at my brother, Jay, because we both believe that there's spirits in my home. 

"I'm warning you" my bro suddently said, "Do not mock them !"
"Why don't'cha bring a Ouija board, hm ? It's yur style, freaky" Dave repplied.
"That's not entering that house" I said coldly. "You DON'T have ANY idea of what you can conjure with that little board"
"Tssk!"

Cold. It went cold. I was also feeling like somebody was looking deep into me. A feeling that makes me shivers. My brother fel it too. Then, my cousin turned at us, his glasses gently glowing in the artificial light of the living room. It was about midnight or more.

"They really DO exists?" he asked.

My bro went then in explanations. About the weirds sounds we're earing all the time in the house, even if nobody is there, about my cat's playing on nothing, about some things that disapears, cold spots and mirrors. My cousin's eyes went big.

"That is FREAKY dude ! "

I was a bit bothered by all of his acting.

"Yes it is" i repplied. "But there's no need to be afraid or to mock them. You can see them, they can see you."

That remebers me the one I saw in my room. It was really tall, about two meters. He (because he was more looking like a man than a woman to me) was wearing a lond dark cloak. I saw his back. He's back was a bit rounded. That was... scary. I did made some kind of "dreams" too. I was half sleeping these times. I was feeling his touch like I feel now the touch of my friends when I gave them hugs or when I pat the head of my cat. The first time he put his hands on my legs. I screamed, absolutely sure it was my mom. Nobody in the room, the door closed, the door locked. For about six months or more, one night or two each weeks, he returned and touched me. I was feeling sometimes that he was going there... when I don't want to be touched. Raping me, or trying. Insomnia, fears. Finally I did a ritual in my room. I did summoded ancient knights. Since that day, he returned. But he's not raping me. If he get closer to me, I ask him to stay back or top leave. He obeys. I feel that pretty weird. But it's fine... well it's a bit fine since he did respect me now.

My cousin listen ten to all our stories. He went to bed that night a bit afraid. I was his light on when I did go to bed. I din't slept well that night, neither my brother does. But the next morning...

"Hey ! I believe you guys !!" my cousin screamed in the kitchen that morning, at me and my brother. "Last night, around five of the morning, I wake up. Evrry light of da house have been turned on ! You both were sleeping, auntie and dad are now out, at grandmother's house far in the nortn of the provnce... how ... ?"

My bro and I looked at him. We were both knowing that it wasn't one of us. Did he lied ? Or did he really saw a spirit "action" ? One thing that i'm sure about : my cousin is not a great actor at all. But that morning, I was the fear in his eyes. Just writhing these words, I feel a cold gently wind around me. Imagination ? Be free to believe what you want.

I told my friend Misa that story. She showed me on MSN a guy who use to know thse things.

"Send me photographs of you and of your room that you're brother's room. I'll maybe try something" he said. I will.

All thse things are weird aren't they ? And you... do you believe in spirits ?

March 15th 2007

She. She's always happy. Her smile shine all overs. She is not slim but who cares ? Damn, she have boobs that can brings you to heaven. They're not even a letter existing for her bra size. Her long brown hair are always shining... and she's like a Disney picture's princess... I'm calling her... Angel. Because she's always introducing herself as Tenshi or Princess... an angel in the sky. An angel sometimes you want to fall and die in herre...

Quote of choice : Angel : "If a guy don't fall for my boobs it's because he's gay"

She's usually nice. Really nice. Always there for her friends. But DAMN. Her huge boobs actually cost her... her common sense.

I was at Montreal's Chinatown today with Angel and one of my bestfriend's, Misa-chan. We actually gather there because Angel was having a blind-date-like with a guy she have met on msn via a cosplay forum. Nothing there. Everything's fiiine. Misa and I got there, she came, we did find the guy and boom ! We were on her way the the L2, a good place teens used to know. That begings here.

As we were talking, Misa and I actually noticed that Angel was totally ignoring the poor guy.   She was even turning her back on him, not showing him her precious boobs she's so proud to have. So Misa and I actually tried to entertained him. It was more Misa than me to be honest. But nothing to do. She was cold. Seeing that, that guy, who actually looks like he was freaking shy, din't say anything. 

We get out of the L2 a lil' later. Hanging around a bit, going into stores (i did buy myself another anime keychain ^_^ one of Shikamaru from Naruto XD "How troublesome..." XD ) and usually, since Angel was ignoring that guy (and ignoring me at the same time... ya know, friends like thar... we were walking and she decieded to get close to Misa, showing me her back, walking just in front of me so I can't hear and can't get close), he decieded to go. Well, the guy was leaving out of the city... and actually he did travel a lot for that date. Geez. That should have been terribly decieving for him ! 

After he left, Angel look at us. 

"What can we do now" she asked with her girly voice.
"Maybe we can go to the club-room" Misa replied. "My boyfriend use to hang there often with me on saturdays. It's really cool, there's a lot of friendly guys there and we can play videogames together !"

Angel and I nodded gently.

"Sounds cool" I said. "Do you think that Twidly's gonna be there?"
"Maybe ! That would be nice" Misa replied.
"Who?" Angel's asking.

We did then introduce Twidly (fictive name) to Angel. Twidly is a guy Misa want me to meet. He's suposely cute, nice, sweet, gentle and half-japanease ! I din't care about the japanease part btw. A guy can be the "race" he wants, we're all human. So, skin color are not important, nor the person's sex, when love is involved. It's only my opinion. 

Angel's eyes went as big as one canadian dollar pieces. She's actually crazy about asian guys. So, she gave us the look that could kill and just said.... 

"Hey MIsa ! Weren't you supposed to try to make ME seeing asian guys ?"

When I say Misa's face, I did understand all. And well, when she did see MY face, maybe she noticed that I was pretty pissed. Geez. Misa have tried to make her meeting tons of guys she know, but every single time Angel was complaining. She's always complaining anyway. And Misa want me to meet Twidly because he suposely more my type than Angel's. But Angel din't understand it all. She was red with jealousy. 

"Did you say that recently, Arsenic's friend Mat was having a lil' something for her?" Angel angrily said.

We did ignored that and rush to the club room. There, we have met nice guys and girls. We did play vedeo games on dreamcast and the only one that I remember the title is Guilty Gear because I love these games. (geez, I did OWN one of the guys there XD with Milia Rage XD). Geny weren't really talking much. Actually, the club room is part of the Concordia University's Otaku Club. Concordia is an english university. Poeple in the club room were able to talk french. But they were mostly using english. Not my fault if Angel is not comfortable with english. Damn. She went pissed because of that.

Thanks god Twidly was'nt there.

After leaving we did encounter Misa's boyfriend. They're not seeing each other often. They did kissed, a bit. OMG.... Angel's face... she was pissed. Again. Because they haved kissed in front of her. Because she's always complaining to be single. Damn. I was finding Misa and her BF cute ! But damn, the guy feels it, Angel's anger, and he really din,t apreciate. He was feeling somewhat bad and pissed at the same time.

The guy left and we went home. Angel of her way, Misa and I on her own. I was needed to go at Misa's house totake things that are belonging to me. We arrived there and Misa's opened her msn to see if somebody important was there or something. Angel was there. She din't know that I was with Misa. They talked a bit.

Angel :: Why did Arsenic what to met Twidly that bad if her best friend Mat is loving her ? 
Misa ::  Because Arsenic and Mat are not really sure themselves if it's not better for them to stay friends. Maybe it's not gonna work.
Angel :: But STILL.....

We went both pissed. She HAD A DATE for crissake. And she did IGNORED the guy. Misa was yelling at the computer.

"You bitch, it's not your proprety, he's not your type anyway, you're not gonna stole it from Arsenic" she screamed angrily.
"She really wants him" I replied.

Why ? Because the guy is half japanease. She doesn't even know what he's looking like, or what he may like. Geez.

I took my things and went home. Oohhh. Huge fog ! It was hard to see in front of me.

I went home, dine and then go on msn because Misa asked me too before I left her home. I saw Angel online. After a bit, she went talking to me.

"I feel sad and don't want to be" she writes te me. "I feel jealous as I should be happy"

She din't explain it any further. She asked me to go on msn or to call her the day after. I accepted. But I think she's maybe jealous because of Twidly and me (and my friend Mat thingy... that makes me looks like a girl who can have the boys she wants ? damn, that completely not it) and maybe because of the kissing scene ? Are she jealous because Misa got a boyfriend and not her ?

Hmmm..... 

[to be continued...]